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{September 23, 2007}  

开心也是一天
不开心也是一天
就开开心心过每一天吧!

生活是充滿挑戰和樂趣的!
更希望能勇敢積極面對一切,尋找那一份每當完成一件事后的滿足感。
相信我們都因為這個而讓人生充滿了使命感和勇氣,對嗎
?有希望,有目標,有夢想,因而讓心中萌生毅力和堅強。
我想這是很多人都想要的。
所以,要加油哦!
你们一定聽過《一公升的眼淚》吧?
看過了這部戲嗎?
我好喜歡!
這部戲讓多少人開始重視自己的人生和生命。
如果還沒看,你们一定要看喔!
我極力推薦呢!
看了之後你對人生的想法或許會不一樣,會更正面!
好吧,就寫到這裡。
畢竟每個人的人生都不一樣,不是每個人都會經歷過戀愛、分手、幸福、失去、等等…但我想最重要的是每當任何情況出現時,都要拾起勇氣面對,好好活下去,才是。
只要活著,就一定有我們能做的事情!
這是從《一公升的眼淚》學到的。共勉之。:)
and and and i love sharon au’s blog.
she went overseas study.
woo. at japan.
her words touched mi.


{September 23, 2007}  

Good Dancers are just like any other good sportsman.

They all need a very discipline lifestyle.
A good dancer needs :
A strong mind – Endurance, positive mindset.
A good piece of body – physically strong & flexible.
A good dancer with character & style who engages crowd = good performer.

=))

[940pm]
was at AMK hub with xiubei just now. watch performance by NP NRA.
dumbfonded.
hmm. went to watch two days in a row. ytd n today.
it did insipres mi.
i had lost the touch.
one year. so long indeed.
back on track soon i guess.
i cant deny my real passion.
sch reopen tomorrow !!! how fast could it get.
somehow looking forward.
somehow not.
which means project, exam, tests, assignment, report and presentation rolling in.
this semster taking 7 modules.
namely
DBSM—database management systems.
WCD-web client development.
ACC-accounting.
FOM—fundnamentals of marketing.
CRS—critical reasoning skills.
CD-character development
and lastly
my GEM—Psychology and Counselling
tml is 830 am lesson.
how good ar.
1st day of semster 2.
so early.
wonder gt new classmates?
as douglas transferred to 1A/24.
that means we have 19 left.


{September 22, 2007}  

.we just have to accept somethings that happen in our life even if it sucked.
.even to the point that we can no longer force ourselves to.
.how sad is that?.
.then accusations and blames comes in.
.but all we can do under certain circumstances is to fucking swallow all those shits and bear with it to the point that our body can contain.
.how fucking pathetic can that be?.
.maybe it wasnt right at the start to just swallow everything and keep quiet abt it.
.maybe one should have voiced it out so that blames would not be put to the innocent and the wronged can be punished.
.but sad to say this world is just so fucking unfair.
.all we can do is to let the event happen as simple-minded human beings perceives it as inevitable.
.and hides in a corner to cry out all your agony and sorrows so that those who accused you cannot mock at you.
.for they have won over you when you felt and convinced yourself that you have lost completely to them.
.but maybe this is why some can live life the way they always wanted it to be.
.because all they do is just fuck care whatever that is happening ard them.
.take in all the shits.
.tolerate with it and get over it with a fake smile
..letting those who love the “art of accusing” feel almighty.
.that’s just a cowardly behaviour..but what can we do other than that?.
.for if everyone gets so hot-headed abt such minor stuffs and decides not to settle for half.
.would there not be more riots and wars?.
.would there not be more killings and blood shedding?.
.would there not be more suicidal and murder?..
and that leaves us to ponder.
.are human that incapable of being tolerant and merciful towards each other?.
.or is it because pride and honour has devoured all these empathy in them?.
.and somehow.
.it still boils down to the point that it is easier to accept how things are meant to be in your life.
.rather than challenging it and making yourself more miserable.
.simle everyone.
things are not that bad.
.perhaps.



{September 21, 2007}  
rawr.
ocean 13th and norbit.
when’s de next movie?
MISS

A few old dreams need to get cleaned out of your mental closet. Get new ones today!

There are a few old ideas, abandoned dreams, and outdated philosophies that need to get cleaned out of your mental closet.

Many of these things feel necessary from an emotional point of view, but from a realistic point of view (which is much more important to consider today), they could be holding you back.
It’s time for you to get some fresh ideas, come up with some new dreams, and explore revolutionary philosophies.
Spend this day feeding your mind.


{September 20, 2007}  
My heart yearns to see you again
Will my feeling be able to reach you?
I become happy only by watching you
who appeared behind this small window
That day, I silently allowed
the tears to fall one by one
As i sang out my dream
Stay with me
You are the brightest ray of sunshine in my life
Stay with me
I want to hold your hand forever and ever
and slowly walk the pathof tomorrow with you
I was locked in the middle of the light
Through your wings you brought to people
The two of us have been going to a different place
When i am about to lose, i’ll do my very best for you
Date: 22 September (standby time 7.30pm) and 23 September (standby time 7pm)
Time: 8pm and 7.30pm respectively
Venue: Main entrance of AMK Hub (near the MRT station)
people come come and c the performance.
heard that it;s superb
by NP nra
anyway…
i decided to join that.
CCA DRIVE on 24-26th sept
YAY.
once i made up my mind i wont change.
so does that mean this is my goal or target or whatever.
gogogo.
making my future plans.
savin money for guitar lesson and japanese lesson.
i am happy.
without you.
what i need is support.
moral.
but how do i cope.
through planning.


{September 20, 2007}  





well. had a great day today!
firstly meet up with my beloved xiubei and sookchen at somerset station.
den we proceeded to cineleisure. tot we could buy TC’s tickets at dere.
but who noes.
system is down AGAIN !
so we took train to dhoby ghaut immediately and walked to TC.
catch UNDERDOG!
cool man.
It was hilarious at some scenes
The story was predictable.
Underdog is the kind of show which will appeal to anyone from young to old.
However, the show can be quite predictable. Seriously.
However, the show still does show some points of view which can be learnt.
Like family values and friendship,etc.
When weekend movie prices are higher compared to monday and tuesday.
I would suggest that you watch it on a cheaper day.
It is barely 1 1/4hrs.
after that, we walked to BUGIS !
and we did it. anyhow.
went to c 960 bus route.
and found out we are only 2 bus stops away.
juzt nice.
we reached shortly after yanfei 到。
den shopped around.
but i think the main motive is bdae gift for someone and 重点。
AND some catching up with my frens.
saw ramli and his gerfren.
one shuai one chio.
perfect match.
seems lik it’s a trend har.
malay n chinese tgt.
anyway, mainly we shopped inside parco which is air-conditioned.
didnt really go bugis street.
someone complained hungry.
bugis had nothing much to eat.
so we decided to go orchard.
went cine for munch munch.
HAHAHA.
even though the incident happened so long ago, it;s still so funni.
we can said it again and again.
u all noe.
after eating, we went heeren.
shopped from B1 to level 3.
really have no idea what to buy.
好头痛!
it;s really hard to buy gift for guys.
不是包包,衣服,shoe, wallet or watch.
and FINALLY !
but the problem is no new one.
asked whether can transfer or what.
so the plan is tml xiubei and me go bugis .
刚好我有做工。
den ard 9 plus pm we left orchard for home.
in the midst way, we went this fashion and sookchen bot a short pant.
checker! not bad.
took train to marina bay den back.
it’s a HAHAHA day for me.
oh ya. 鲍鱼皮!
LMAO.
tml ! workin B shift 130-930
den saturaday A shift 1030–630pm
sunday rest and get ready for semster 2!
here i come !!!
anyway, guys do date mi out on wed and fri.
these two days end sch early.
a bit sian diao.
it;s just 3 days away!
mon—830-4pm
tue—9-5pm
wed—8-12noon
thurs—8-3pm
fri—830-12noon
tata!
till then.


{September 19, 2007}  
right now
at this very moment i m happy.
why.
i gotten in PSYCHOLOGY AND COUNSELLING.
YaYYYYYYYYY.
i tried so mani time.
1st appointment at 2pm i screwed it. no space and full.
so i anyhow.
gotten in mathematical games and puzzle.
so sad and down that time.
so i waited for de 5pm appointment.
and yes i did it.
search for umpteen times.
and tata.
心理学
thursday 8am class.
early but nvm.
that means 2 days in a week i 下课 at 12 pm. wed and fri.
=))


{September 19, 2007}  
Expiry Date On Life & Love –
You will realise its existence, following up closely to see if the date is near.
Upon reaching, you will try your best to use it.
All these effort, prevents it from being wasted.
All these monitoring, prevents it from going bad.
All these, are the effects of an expiry date on a certain food can.
If you can remember clearly, humans are very sensitive towards expiry date.
“ Hey, the milk you bought expired yesterday! ”
“ Better finish up the mixed fruit cans before it expires..”
Truth is, not only food comes with an expiry.
Many things in life too comes with a special date where the end is the end.
Things like product warranty, library books, video rental.
Their sole purpose is of course, act as a painful reminder that some things just doesn’t belong to you.
Sometimes you wonder, does life has an expiry date? Does love has?
Well it all depends on your availability to secure.
Every organs in our body will spoil one day if we do not maintain it.
Every relationship will part its way if they never maintain it.
Life deteriorates through time.
The expiry date for love often seems infinite when a relationship starts.
Couples will do the lovely things together, experience for the first time hope in living.
Then with time, practical things begin to creep in.
Time, money, work, family… slowly begs for attention.
Friends soon becomes a factor for lesser meetings, credit debts mount the letterbox and outings became less grand.
The lengthy meetings and long working hours soon caught up with your youthful mentality. With every aspect… life soon becomes very tiring.
You yearn for a holiday, yet end up arguing over where to go.
Arguing will become part of your life together.
Maybe it will lead to the last chapter of your love story. The love has expired…
And you ask yourself what happens after a certain thing expires?
Do we always discard it away or do we neglect it’s existence?
I believe there’s an expiry date in everything for if there’s a beginning, there will be an end.
What matter most is the times that were spent among this period.
Love will expired one day but memories will not.
Hopefully it is this that keeps us going on till the day when we are all expired.
***


{September 18, 2007}  

Your Birthdate: March 5
You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you’re just too likeable to elicit jealousy.Progressive and original, you’re usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: AceYour power month: May

It’s time to connect back with the people who make life so pleasant.


{September 17, 2007}  
Step by step
When my existence seems to disappear,
I will look for the place where i can do the best i can.
From now on, I’ll deliberate slowly.
I won’t be impatient.
I won’t be greddy.
I won’t give up .
Because everyone takes things step by step.

The other side of suffering
Everyone feels pain.
But surely, after suffering, satisfaction will arive.
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals.
With life, It’s like that for everyone.
If we can beat the pain, on the other side.
A rainbow if happiness awaits us.
That will definitely become a treasure.
Let’s beileve in that.


et cetera